Secrets

I allowed myself to feed on you
Selfishly inhaling that which was not mine to take.
I consumed myself with word, touch, and fear
Never questioning the mistake.

The sun shone through the windows again
Despite my prayers for darkness' touch
How could I run so far so fast
From the very thing I'd wanted so much?

I ran until I couldn't run anymore
I found I'd run out of road to follow
Yet I keep coming back to one lone thought
Without you my life would be hollow.

Do I have a right?
To want so much these things I cannot take?
I immerse myself in thought and tears
Begging someone to ease this ache.

I do not speak of my feelings for you
I cannot bare to say things out loud
I fear that someone might hear my words
And sense the desperation in their sound.

No one shall know
Of the dance we shared beneath the night sky
Only the moon will know my secrets
only the moon will see me cry.

by AzJade

Author's Comments:
"Things that sometimes should never come to light, the love, the thought, the romance, I wish to be mine tonight..."